Venting....

Don't ever take for granted the fact that you can get pregnant! Ohhh that irks me off! I am a member of soulcysters.net and there are thousands of us that talk about our struggles with infertility.  Let me tell you it is not a pretty journey!  There are women that will never be able to see what it's like to have their own child.  I am fairly fortunate that I am still young.  Even though I hate hearing that, it's true.  When I talk to women in there late 30's to 40's and they are still struggling to have a child and probably never will I feel lucky that I am young.  There may be more options for me down the road if nothing I do works.  I can not imagine having this yerning for a child and never ever being able to fill it. 

Back a couple months ago, in a town about 4 miles from me, a teenage girl gave birth to a baby on her own and put it in a garbage bag then threw it in the dumpster.  Then she proceeded to go to work as if nothing had ever happend.  REALLY???? I would LOOOOVE to get my hands on that girl.  There are no words to describe what I would do to her!  Luckily the baby survived because someone found it soon enough.  It was on a cold day and there that poor baby lay naked in a garbage bag only a couple hours old.  It was NOT that childs fault it was brought into this world but yet that incubator thought so.  It was HER fault, she had sex, she got pregnant, SHE had a baby.  People like that are worthless and a waste of our oxygen! Someone should strip her down throw her in a garbage bag and throw her away like she was yesterdays stinky trash! I sure as hell would!

Or maybe what about that psychotic woman in 2004 that drown her 2 year old then lived with the body for 2 effing weeks! Ya know what she got? 2 years then released!!!!! What in the hell is wrong with america? You can kill your child and be slapped on the wrist, yet you smoke a joint and go to prison.  Something is f~d up here!!